And just like that...

...He's gone.

3 weeks ago I had a boyfriend. Then he hacked my e-mail account and decided he'd had enough of my flirting, wait, I think he called it cheating. I called it none of his business. Then he called it quits. In the past 3 weeks I've seen him a total of 3 times for about 5 minutes each. And now I'm pretty sure I won't see him again.

It all happened so fast. I went through every emotion possible. I cried , I plotted revenge, thought of ways to make him stay. But in the end, I did nothing. I sat back and watched him leave.

Funny, I always thought our break-up would be high drama, maybe even violent but he moved all his stuff out while I was work, took nothing that was mine and destroyed no property.

He claims he has another girlfriend...An old ex. I'm not sure I buy that one but...Sure, ok.

I felt a bit nervous at the thought of starting over alone. Those feelings have since faded, and I can say I haven't felt this good the entire time we were together.

Then today, Yank's girl forbid him to speak to me anymore, and it seems that's the way it will be. I'd hate for them to end up like me and Steve, so I guess it's best for all if I just go away. It's really sad what jealousy and suspicion can do to people. I understand how she feels though, I've felt that way before, who hasn't? What I don't understand is why. If she knows that Yank doesn't feel the same things for me that I feel for him, then what's the problem? I'm only a threat if there's a danger that he could stray. I'd say 7 years together is a good indicator of where he wants to be. Still, I guess there's always temptation.

Good luck to them both.

Damn, I'm glad I'm single.